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Actress Portia de Rossi reveals she didn’t want to be a lesbian

Portia de Rossi, pictured in May 2013.

TORONTO — Actress Portia de Rossi, who has been married to Ellen DeGeneres for five years, says there was a time when she didn’t want to be gay.

“I didn’t want to be a lesbian,” de Rossi said on The Conversation with Amanda De Cadenet.

“I’d never met one, for a start, and I just thought that they were strange and that they hated men and they were very serious. I had all these ridiculous images in my head,” she explained.

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The 40-year-old Arrested Development star, who was born Amanda Lee Rogers, said she had no role models at the time.

“There was nobody that I could say ‘I want to date her’ [or] ‘I want to be like her.’

de Rossi said she went out of her way to hide her sexuality while starring on Ally McBeal, which ran from 1998 to 2002.

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“I was terrified that people would think that I was gay — or know that I was gay,” she said. “I shut down the emotional life. It was very isolating and very, very painful.”

The actress dated Francesca Gregorini, the daughter of ex-Beatle Ringo Starr, for four years  before starting a relationship with DeGeneres.

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