Saddening details have emerged from the autopsy report of Jim Carrey‘s former girlfriend, Cathriona White, who tragically committed suicide almost a year ago.
According to the toxicology report, White took her own life at age 28 by overdosing on Carrey’s and her own prescription medication (a combination of sleeping pills, painkillers and beta blockers).
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Carrey, 54, and White broke up in the summer of 2015, and White began to suffer severe emotional distress shortly afterwards. It turns out, as was revealed in the autopsy report, that the suicide note she left is actually directly addressed to Carrey.
“I’ve spent 3 days now in disbelief that you’re not here,” wrote White. “I can go on brokenhearted and try to put the pieces back. I could, I just don’t have the will this time. I’m sorry you felt I wasn’t there for you. I tried to give you my best part… I don’t really know about burial or that sort of thing. You are my family so whatever you choose will be fine.”
White ended the note with “Please forgive me, I’m just not for this world,” and then “Dewdrop,” which is presumably a nickname Carrey gave to her.
She requested that all of her possessions and belongings either be sold or distributed among her family members.
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Carrey released this statement shortly after her passing:
“I am shocked and deeply saddened by the passing of my sweet Cathriona. She was a truly kind and delicate Irish flower, too sensitive for this soil, to whom loving and being loved was all that sparkled. My heart goes out to her family and friends and to everyone who loved and cared about her. We have all been hit with a lightening bolt.”
He also posted this to Twitter after her death.
https://twitter.com/JimCarrey/status/652878987463557120
Before she was found unresponsive, White sent one final tweet to her followers:
The pair met in 2012 and started dating on-and-off until her death. Dennis Bradshaw, a close friend of White’s, told police that she was normally jovial and upbeat, but had periods of time when she was “really down.” White mentioned missing her family in Ireland, claimed Bradshaw, but said she was “madly in love with Jim” despite their “roller-coaster” relationship.
If you or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts, is in crisis or needs someone to talk to, you can find 24-hour help through the Canadian Association for Suicide Prevention.
With files from ET Canada
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